Guilty Pleasures….But Why So Guilty?

Guilty Pleasure: is known as something one considers pleasurable despite feeling guilt for enjoying it. Fashion and food can be examples of guilty pleasures.

We all have them. For some of us it’s being a very well read individual, but at the same time secretly having a love for trashy romance novels. Or perhaps it’s the musical snob who solely listens to random underground music, but for some weird reason or another can’t seem to shake the Spice Girls.

Why do we have guilty pleasures anyway? Why be ashamed of what our mind, body, & soul ache for? I think it must have something to do with what society expects of us and the image of what we think we are v.s the one we display. I’m just happy that as I have gotten older & older, have found myself lose these insecurities, if you will, in exchange of a “whatever! I will rejoice my weird quirks and what I love” mentality.

Some of my include:

(1) Harry Potter! I have had friends actually shake their heads at me and say, “I didn’t think you were one of those people Kris”, to which I respond, “I LOVE HARRY POTTER! I can’t wait for the movies and I’m dressing up as my favorite character. And you know what, you just wait. Read one of the books and you’ll be singing a different tune”.

Why even last night, my friend Hennessey called to chat and when she asked what I was doing, I replied, “Oh you know, just watching the new Harry Potter movie trailer (again) on youtube. Little did she know that while I was watching the trailer, “Harry Potter & The Order of The Phoenix” was muted on my tv. Maybe that crossed the line of guilty pleasure to creepy obsession?

(2) Liverwurst and pickle sandwiches. My mother, a woman who loves her heritage, happily fed her children all sorts of German foods, including, yes Liverwurst. When I initially figured out what it was made of, was absolutely alarmed and disgusted. Eventually, I got over it and learned to embrace liverwurst for all of it’s wonderfulness

(3)Musicals. Musical Theatre is one of my loves. Growing up, I was consistently a member of choirs and musical productions and though I was surrounded by people within the choirs, no one at school ever did those kind of things. I remember feeling like something was different. When I was 11 and had the chance to audition with my choir to be on Broadway, I didn’t tell anyone because it was out of the ordinary, so I guess that’s maybe when it almost became a guilty pleasure. Thankfully, I grew up, became friends who were peers as well as musical theatre lovers, and got over my weirdness.

There is only one instance, that I can think of, when I get mortified by my musical theatre loving ways. On the way to & fro work, I pass lots of Broadway shows, depending on the route in which I take. We got Mama Mia, Young Frankenstein, Avenue Q, The Little Mermaid, Mary Poppins, Legally Blonde, Rent, The Heights, Zanadu, Chicago, Spamalot, The new one with Harry Potter in it, Grease, and I’m sure many many more I can’t recall at the moment. Without fail, every time I walk by Rent, Chicago, or Mama Mia, one of the songs from the chosen musical will pop onto my ipod, as if it knows we are walking by the homeland and needs to make a shout-out so the theatre can hear. Meanwhile, I am frantically rummaging through my bag attempting to lower the song. What if someone heard?

I’d so be that musical theatre geek that purposely walked by Rent daily and everyday would fumble through my play list in search of “Seasons Of Love” as a mini-tribute. I would then rip my shirt off to reveal the Rent tank top underneath that I would ALWAYS wear and creepy smile with connection and envy at the people outside the theatre waiting to go in.

No. I’m not that bad yet.
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